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I've been reading a great book "Pain Perplexity and Promotion a prophetic interpretation of the Book of Job" by Bob Sorge.
I needed to read it. It's been in my possession for about a year, borrowed from a dear friend and mentor and then I thought I should return it last week when my emotions tanked!
I talked to my friend about healing and she read from a Theology book she's studying from for licensing with Foursquare. All the possible reasons for disease, sin, physical imbalances, demon attack or just because we're righteous. This reminded me of "Pain Perplexity and Promotion". So I picked it up and devoured half of the book. I'm not done with the book but I have peace and have reached a conclusion and a determination.
I am in the Job crucible.
I, like Job hold to my integrity.
I have done nothing wrong to deserve the 25 years of nonstop pain and fatigue and finacial lows I'm experiencing.
I cannot explain God to anyone, even myself. He IS and that's all there is to it. All I know is that He is genuinely LOVE. A love we will never understand but must trust. All He does is for our good, for His glory, our character growth and the salvation of others. I am to fill up what is lacking in the sufferings of Christ. Christ's sufferings didn't mean we wouldn't have to. He was our example. He took care of the meaning behind it all, to destroy sin and reconcile us back to God. Now, we are ministers of reconciliation and we will suffer for it, at God's hand or man's.
God has a plan for me to transform the world through the entertainment industry. I have no clue how He will do it. I just know He will. I have to wait in the crucible through all the hard service until it is my time for healing. When I get the manifestation of my healing is not my business. But it's appearing will be glorious and many will see and fear the Lord. if that's what this is all about, then I will wait and go through it because I know God is good, "I know my redeemer lives and in the end I will see Him, in the flesh on this earth I will see God." (Job 19: 25-27)
So I won't go forward for healing because others need to see my faith and that I'm contending for my healing. I will go forward when Jesus tells me. I know where I stand with the Lord. I have a purpose and a hope!
I highly recommend this book to everyone who feels like they live in Hell and their suffering has no purpose.
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